This morning I woke up from a nightmare, something about divorce and taking care of a little boy. He was so cute. And I woke up half an hour after my alarm first went off.
I left my keys and wallet at home in the rush.
In volleyball class, I was so out of it I feel like I was dragging the team down.
After the first class, I left my phone in my friend's car.
After the second class, I went all the way to the lib to get the house key from my roommate. I went there, watched her stuff while she was away doing something, and then I left. I forgot about the key until I was back in Physics building.
I was so frustrated after that and I kept complaining to people online about how much I suck.
I need to stop complaining but I can't, which frustrates me even more.
I was so stupid. I made stupid mistakes. I get so frustrated easily. I am failing this class. I am a horrible person. I should just.. stop being a person.
But who am I to say that I'm unworthy, when someone gave up his life just so I can have mine?
Restore unto me the joy of your salvation.
